I can sweep my problems under the carpet, but I discovered the feelings of anger, dissapointment and pain don't get sweeped away. In fact they stay like a dark cloud. Then a storm brews and all the feelings pour down together, mixtures of anger, dissapointment, pain but I don't know why I feel that way. Because I have swept my problems away long ago, but the emotional baggage remains. I can't remember what caused so much anger, what sparked this hate, what led to the pain, what brought me to my knees in dissapointment. I can't remember, but I feel all of it.